Boy Do I Need Some New Motivation

Here I am, sitting here at 58 years old with Diabetes, lack of energy, and just having a hard time with life. I know I need to make a major turn around here, but it's gotten a lot harder. After doing a couple of activities during the day, I need a nap before doing anything else. The nap used to be a luxury, now it's a necesity. I can't walk more than a quarter of a mile without having a rest. I have to pace myself through my shows. I'm not happy about this and this is not the way I thought it would be. I always thought I'd be a dynamo until about age 80. The way I feel right now, I'm ready to retire.

However, the problem is, I love my work. For the first time in my life, I could do what I'm doing until the day I die. I love it, and so do the people I do it for. I need to get ahold of the situation, but as you can see, it's harder now. I now have diabetes to contend with. I didn't want it and I'm not happy now that I have it. But anyway, here I am with my finger up my ass with the disease.

I am present launching on a massive fitness program. I got an ab roller for upstairs and I'm doing a minimum of 100 crunches per day. On the same floor I also have an exercise band which I'm using the hell out of. In the next few days I'm either going to sign up for a place that has a recumbant bike or I'll buy one. I will beat this. I'm not ready to give up now. I have way too much to live for.

I never expected to find myself here, but now that I'm here, I'm going to fight my way back all the way. Go Joey!!!