Baby Doesn't Feel Well

That's putting it mildly. And it's the middle of December and I have performing engagements all over the place that involve lots of singing. I have one of the worse colds I've had in a long time. I also have a toothache, and by blood sugar is out of wack. I'm not a happy camper! During times like this I have thoughts of saying screw it all, retiring on disability and moving into the home. OK, I'm being a little dramatic. Anything I get now just saps all of my get up and go. That makes it hard to do the things I do. My lifestyle requires me to be a self starter and get out there and kick butt. And all I feel like doing is taking another nap.

Now here's the test. I know from all my reading and studying and all my life experiences that I probably created the disease my self, and I can heal it myself. I know this to be true with all my heart. It's just that stuff like that is a whole hell of a lot easier to believe when you're feeling great. So here's the kicker. I have to raise myself out of this abiss by tomorrow as I have a double. I believe I have the power and I'm going to use it. Lookout world, we will kick butt tomorrow.